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I love bananas, but they dont love me. Just ask my family.
If I eat a couple bananas, the family all suffers for a few days.
Enough said.
I love the Christmas story, but it doesnt always love me. If I
get too focused on the manger and shepherds and donkeys and stables,
I tend to become too earthy for my spiritual good.
Unlike Luke or Matthew, the Gospel of John sums up the Christmas story
in a few words: The Word became flesh and dwelt among
us. In other words, Spirit took the form of flesh and revealed
Himself to us. John never forgot that Jesus was first Spirit. Jesus reality
was first a spiritual reality. Oh, He came in the flesh all right. It
was a must. However, he was originally, spirit.
The people of his day tended to forget this. John records some of their
words in Chapter 6: Is not this Jesus, the son
of Joseph, whose father and mother we know?How does he now say, I
have come down from heaven.?
In the same chapter of John, Jesus shocks the crowd when he says they
must eat his flesh and drink his blood in order to have eternal life.
Several walked away, and even the disciples of Christ said, This
is a hard saying; who can listen to it.
Truth be told, I think its a hard saying, too. I cringe
at the thought of eating flesh and drinking blood. I cringe until I realize
that Jesus sees himself as spirit first. He says, the
words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life. He
isnt talking about real flesh and blood. He is talking about being
filled with his Spirit.
Taking this idea one step further means seeing myself as spirit more
than flesh. That is hard, but it makes sense to do so if Im to
spend seventy or eighty plus years in the flesh and then spend eternity
as a spirit.
I can intellectually say yes to this concept, but oh how
hard the reality of living it. When I look in the mirror, I see flesh,
sometimes more than I care to see. When I get hungry, I think and feel
flesh. When I get uptight about money, I am concerned about my fleshly
existence and am hoping I have enough to spend on my needs. How do I
flip my switch so that I see myself as spirit first?
I think it begins with knowing that I need to. It continues with me experimenting
with ways to feed my spirit. For instance, Im finding, as I get
older, that my spirit requires more solitude. It hungers to be quiet
and alone. Im finding that my spirit cannot grow inside flesh that
never slows down. Being too busy prevents my spiritual cells from growing
and multiplying. They need rest. It seems that my spirit is anathema
towards any emphasis on more money. That is energy wasted
that could be invested in growth. My spirit wants to give, be more charitable
than my flesh. They war with each other, but I feel better when the spirit
wins. I need more wise counsel, more clever humor, and the inspiration
of the arts. With boosts like solitude, peace, charity, counsel, humor,
and creativity, my spirit grows.
Just as puppies become full grown dogs and babies become teenagers and
then adults, so too must we grow up from the cute stage of
the newborn Christian to the more mature disciple that Jesus can use
in his kingdom. We must understand more than the baby in the manger.
That understanding must grow to include the Jesus who said we must eat
his flesh and drink his blood. If we see him as spirit first, his words
are understandable and fitting and can lead us to see ourselves in that
same light. We are spirit first. To grasp that is to open the door to
Christian maturity.
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