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Late winter in NoDak can be depressing. Warm days
of thawing are cruel jokes that tease you with temporary warmth
but leave you with a gray slop punch line. Cold days leave you
wondering, "How long will this unbearable Arctic season last?" Your
body begs for a week of warm sunshine, and you want to go outside
without gloves. The warmth of extra layers has become more inhibiting
than comforting, and people get crabby.
I relate the feeling all the way back to Adam and Eve. In
a sinless state, the two were "naked and not ashamed." After
an act of disobedience, they were covered with crude clothes,
hiding their nakedness from God. Things were never the same
in the garden again. People were crabby there, too.
The concept of being born in sin is one I accept and understand
better because of my Dakota roots. It's like being stuck with
too many layers of clothes on during a bleak stretch of weather.
I want to be free, naked and unashamed, but I find myself with
extra clothes on--hats and gloves and heavy boots. To become
as free as I wish to be, two things must happen--warmer weather
and my willingness to strip off the layers.
One is within my control--the other is not. This is the case
in our faith lives. Our willingness to strip off the sometimes
comforting, sometimes repressing layers of sin is within our
control. As the writer to the Hebrews stated at the beginning
of Chapter 12, "let us also lay aside every weight, and sin
which clings so closely...." That is our responsibility.
The gentle warm breezes of God's grace, however, are far
beyond us. We have no control over them, no more than the arrival
of this year's Spring. I'm reminded of the children in C.S.
Lewis's book, The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe. They arrived
in a land of perpetual winter, a condition imposed by a witch's
curse. Upon the arrival of the Christ figure, Aslan the Lion,
the warm breezes begin to blow, and the children shed their
heavy fur coats while, much to their amazement, the countryside
comes alive.
Jesus presence guarantees the warm breezes. Sin's cold grip
is gone. His grace is a permanent fix not to be doubted. Grace
never leaves us looking for layers of protection. It is warmth
that knows no season.
However, we must strip down. We must throw off the layers
of pride, dishonesty, and selfishness that we've used for protection
all of our lives. These sins of self-preservation must be discarded
until we are naked enough to fully sense the warmth that Jesus
died to give us. It's there. We need only feel it on our self-exposed
skin.
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